`` you heard so. leave me alone.

Monday, September 21
3:41 AM

i love my polaroid!
though today took two.
but i gave it away before taking pics.
sad.

anyway,
i wanna collect them!
if i can...
they are soo damn cute..

added to my wishlist:
1) diana instant black+
2) 35mm jelly camera

hope i can get my hands on them.
>.<

goAWAEE fromME ;

Thursday, September 10
11:19 PM

tues went to town with baby. then end of the day... we went to orchard centre de heaven loft eat desserts. posted the pics. IT LOOKS SO DAMN GOOD!

a chocolate cake with ben and jerry's ice cream. (:

mango and raspberry cake

sour though. but nice.

ahah..

went to the IT fair.

but nothing much so left early.

then when to plaza sing

and got back my jet from samsung. (:

they changed the screen and the software.

at the singtel building

i thought i saw my cousin's dad.

he look actually like him.

then give me the scare.

holy crap.

but the car plate didnt match.

so heng..

ahah..

again... didnt bought anything. (:

goAWAEE fromME ;

1:10 AM

recently didnt blog..
so bored with life.
though its holidays
but its like living day by day
and spending money only.
plus cant go out too often because of them...
wth.
-.-

but at least they have no control of me.
never will be.
ahha...

yew tee have a pet shop
and...
THE BUNNIES IS FREAKING SMALL AND CUTE..
no pics though.
have to see it yourself. ^^

awww...
i feel like hugging it.
and tempting to buy it.
>.<
its look like a soft toy. =3

life is just a mishap.

goAWAEE fromME ;

Wednesday, September 2
12:40 AM

YAY!

finally gonna get my electric guitar.

and...

i have ordered the polaroid too.

its a beauty.

been trying to find the films.

and lijuan say plaza sing de fujifilm got sell its films.

so excited for it.

ahahs. (:

today went to esplanade library and borrowed a few books on guitar.

so freaking awesome.

soo wanna be a rockstar.

ahha.....

doing everything in one shot...

goAWAEE fromME ;

Sunday, August 30
4:00 PM

i dont know why i asked people why they cant take things easy.
in fact...
i think is I who cant..
people said that they dont want to lose you or whatever shit...
ITS BULLSHIT.
they move on faster than you think..
and i feel so dumb and stupid to be feeling sad for him
which i dont have to...

fucker..
you drive me crazy.
you make me feel sad.
you make me lose myself.

your perfect for me but you have problems which i dont like..
and you wont change for me..

goAWAEE fromME ;

2:28 AM

haix..

today whole day like restless.

well.. not really but still got.

afternoon went to driving.

bo xin..

then..

nearly bump into a taxi.

and the uncle keep staring.

wtf lahs.

haix...

i dont know what im thinking and worrying about.

part of it is cause im in holiday mood already.

aha.

but still.....

i think i owe him a lot of apologies.

although he still owe me cash.

and thats two different thing.

but...

still...

im sorry.

im doubting if your serious at all.

though you say you are.

and saying that your cutting yourself.

i can do that too..

anyway,

im sorry that i hurt you

but i gotta do this.

and you will find someone who is much more better, loving and caring than me.

i wont be worried

because...

you can live without having me cause you have others..

you will find love someday. but not with me, though we tired.....

goAWAEE fromME ;

Friday, August 28
3:35 PM

yesterday had so much fun sia.

its helen's bd.
went to kbox and get high
lol.
the price is okay.
25++ bucks with buffet
and we took a lot until we cant finish it.
>.<

we gave her a fcuk perfume gift set.
hope she like it though.
and a made in heaven de cake.
we sing until 10 plus.
well.. its good that they never chase us out.
we took a lot of polaroid films
^^
aha..

after that we stone to think where to go.
sit at the starbucks then kenna chased out.
then we jiu sit at the bench to think and never get chased out -.-
then we went to xing wang
cause its 24/7 i think
but....
nothing appeals us.
so we just left.

then we wanna go to the poepeye to eat
but helen go check it out and said its closed.
so we decided to go newton circus to eat.
then we eat till 2 plus.
then drive lijuan and yp home.
^^

what a good bonding we had.
ahah..

goAWAEE fromME ;

Thursday, August 27
12:40 AM

life is not a pleasure
but a misery.
living in the world so dark
didnt want to see the sun at all.
neither to see your face again.
or to think of the memories we had
that bring us pain for so long.
to think that you dont even trust or have faith in me
it hurts me real bad.

and now i want to end it so badly.
all will be gone and once again im free.
free to do things that is not under your rules.
so please dont try to stop me.

love hurts...

goAWAEE fromME ;

Tuesday, August 25
1:16 AM

HOLY SHIT!
i think i have found life.

haix...
so many things to do....
ok lah. not really alot.
but ...
just hope that i can finish them before i drop dead..

1) get driving license
2) learn electric guitar
3) save more money to own a car
4) more goods!

but for this 2 weeks, i just hope i can pass my exams.
and faster end so i can go find a job.
ahaha.........

goAWAEE fromME ;