`` you heard so. leave me alone.

Tuesday, June 30
10:49 PM

today...

lijuan and yp come my house in the morning.

we ate mac.

and

oh shit.....

i forget to pay them back.

i dont even remember it. >.<

is like so long we didnt really catch up.

though we still chat in msn.

but i do really miss the times in ITE.

at least you know theres a group of close friends who care bout yaa.

in the evening went to yew tee point to buy stuffs and eat.

well..

they were starving

so yeah..

hahaha.

after that we eat in the living room.

talk bout poly stuffs..

i really wish to be with them in the same poly.

sigh...

then went back to the room.

and that FUCKER started using my friend's msn to msn me.

he dont even know me jiu say me bitch all these.

WTF!

well..

i supposed he's despo or something.

this kind i dont think girls will even consider to be his gf.

what if hes good looking?

still.........

you only torturing yourself. -.-

yp sent me the good luck chuck.

i wanna watch. but mac cant play it.

theres no pictures and sounds.

bloody fuck.

then i was trying to use psp to transfer the movie into xp

but sadly the psp doesnt like me at all.

i deleted all the games, and the space wont increase.

then im trying to off it.

but it didnt want to off it.

it kept going to stand by mode.

IT DRIVING ME CRAZY!

>.<

haiix........

what am i supposed to do???

YOU RUIN MY DAY

YOU FUCKING SPOILED MY MOOD

AND YOU GONNA PAY IT

IM GONNA HAUNT YOU DOWN.

IM GONNA KILL YOU. YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!

goAWAEE fromME ;

Monday, June 29
12:24 AM

today went to play the guitar hero.

so tired but yet fun.

haha.

after that, went to learn driving for one hour.

i still stall.

damn it! ):

im slow. i know.

haiix.....

went to grandma's house.

eat, watch tv, did nothing much though.

lol.

downloaded tap tap and other applications into iphone.

its something like dj max.

so fun.

hahas.

soo bored.

tomorrow start the e-learning thingy at 8am.

i have no idea what to do.

>.<

why people must be so fucked up?

why cant they go fuck other people's life?

why must he be so fucking stupid?

argh..

so fucking pissed off right now. -.-

goAWAEE fromME ;

Saturday, June 27
12:42 AM

goAWAEE fromME ;

12:22 AM

finally got my hands on the iphone.

ahaha.

he's FUCKING lucky.

that's all i can say.

but feeling so werid.

taking people stuffs.

>.<

and mj passed away.

freaking sad.

haiix..

when is life fair?

today played guitar hero for hours.

so fun.

and after playing, my stomach muscles is pain.

-.-

played mj's beat it for memorial.

im gonna miss him. badly!

ate kway chap for dinner today.

then went to stagmont park to slack,

play swings,

and drink cocktails with him.

life is bored at home!

some people is simply fuck up.

how can they be so stupid and fuck?

cant they just fuck off and stick with other single person?

you know that we will never be like them.

i know you trust us.

thats why i love you.

goAWAEE fromME ;

Monday, June 22
1:16 AM

Living in Darkness

I wait in anticipation in the dark basement for the taste of the blood on your lips
With the bottom edge of your black dress sliding across the floor,
you slowly move towards me
I watch while my hunger grows stronger
As your perfection fills my sight, my fangs begin to grow,
painfully waiting for just a taste
Your legs surround mine like the black wings of a fallen angel
Your white fangs begin to sparkle as we embrace
Together, at last, our mouths sink deeply into each others white pearly necks
The pain is as pleasant as the sweet taste of your blood

love is painful.

goAWAEE fromME ;

1:12 AM

yesterday bought a new phone - samsung jet.

fucking love that phone.

ahaha.

and...

finally!

bought guitar hero band set at 289 bucks. (:

freaking fun to play.

today rot at home...

psp having the rock band game.

just saw the video preview.

it looks fun.

haas.

your a fucker.

my life is so much better without you.

goAWAEE fromME ;

Saturday, June 20
3:40 AM

i am so damn pissed off.

im not a poser.

if i am one, your one too.

cause you followed other people's footsteps.

who doesnt?

each people got his or her own role model.

so whats wrong with you?

whats wrong being different?

no one supposed to tell you what to do

cause your the one controlling yourself

you do what you like

and you are who you are.

i am losing myself.

i have no idea what the fuck am i thinking.

and i cant feel anymore.

whose fault is it?

goAWAEE fromME ;

Friday, June 19
12:54 AM

today spent the day with my cousin.

didnt go to the class outing and i wasnt sad at all.

cause i think i have more fun hanging with my dear cousin. (:

now i realised what she is troubling about.

i am too, but i dont know what im troubled about.

it's like there are a lot of things that arent settled yet.

and i dont know if i can handle it all by myself or people helping me.

it is like so fuck up.

i just wish everything will be gone by tommorow...

then planned to go to the shisha in arab street

but ended up didnt go cause someone last min bailed out.

im okay with it.

but why you keep doing this?

then....

there is this lucky a kind gentleman who let me stay by his side when i joined him for dinner with his friends.

if not i have no one to hang with and it's holidays!

met him at national library there.

then i suddenly forgotten where's the library.

i was freaking out.

then there is one dude come up and ask us what are we looking for.

i told him we are in the rush.

i know he have a good intention

i seriously didnt mean to hurt you.

im sooo sorry. ):

ate my dinner at hawker centre.

we ordered so many stuffs sia.

but managed to eat it all.. cause they are GUYS!

lolx..

then they plan to go play and drink at my friend's house.

but sadly i have to go home.

BOO!

didn't have much freedom though.

and there i'm at home blogging...

sooo bored..

can you tell me what are you thinking about?

i know i didnt tell you everything cause i love to hide..

and im sorry about it.

goAWAEE fromME ;

Tuesday, June 16
3:37 PM

mi and my cuz...

we are BORED!

goAWAEE fromME ;

2:20 PM

yo!

fucking long since i updated my blog. -.-

got into nyp, and im trying very hard to slack.

ahahas..

today hanging out with my cousin

went to lot one, eat lunch,

talk craps, etc.

freaking awesome. ^^

ahahas

but sadly, i have to wait for my emily tees to arrive.

if not we can go out. so _l_

went to smoke with her.

she forget how to hold the ciggy. ahahas.

it's cool. lolx.

she wanna buy glue, is like what the fuck.

and i stopped her. wow. ^^

we should do drugs, it's good for us.

goAWAEE fromME ;