`` you heard so. leave me alone.

Monday, March 26
10:32 PM

hmm.. todae went to da simei dere to register.. well.. i can onli sae its damn far.. dis morning i was trying to convince my mum nt go. i mean i wanna go wif him nt wif her.. haiix. but she resisted, so i hav no choice..
and da 506 was damn far. i mean da bus was turning rounds and rounds in da streets.. and for a moment, i tot we missed our stop but dint.. cant imagine wad if i slept at da bus in da morning.. >.< and sadly, datt bus wasnt a direct bus to dere. had to transfer bus. haiix.. so ma fan.. but cant blame cuz it was mii who choose my own fate..
hmm.. reach dere le.. da sch was freaking big lar.. at dere need to take a colur blind test. gt one i nt sure wads da num is. i mean da colour is so fade.. but in da end, i pass da test.. 14 out of 15.. lolx.. den when buying da uniforms.. i dun even no whos studying da same course at mii.. its like everione holding da white coat.. o.O and a lot of clothes were sold out or dun hav my size.. sadd. and dere gt pe. its mre sadd.. but da gd ting is u hav ur own style. i mean u can choose wad colour u wan for ur polo tee and uniform. nt to mention bout da skirts.. gt two design to choose too worx..
for dis few daes. i miss u so much. and haiix.. my dad spoil our swt memories. i shall make him pay for it.. humph.. and outside simei onli gt one bus, datt is bus 31. haiix.. well. at least it can take mii to see him. but need to transfer.. soo.. it doesnt matter.. as long as i can see him.. =)

da ting is spoil, but da memories stayed on....

goAWAEE fromME ;

Sunday, March 25
2:40 PM

a brand new yr and im starting to miss my blog and stuffs like that. aniwae, it been a so many months le and it totally suck.. yes, it suck.. i cant hang out with him, just stayed at home doing nothing.
haiix.. you are like so near to me yet i cant see and touch you. i miss you.. sometimes you said you miss me too, but how do i how its real.? i want you to be by my side, 24/7. but i know you cant cause pple i mean everyone need freedom. who dont like freedom? no one..
i cant keep you always by my side cause i know you wanna see how big and beautiful the world is.. though you are not with me right now, how do i know you are thinking bout me? well.. i dont know. i could only guess.. but when i ask you and u gave me a different answer from mine, i felt sad.. i will keep my mouth shut because i know you have your reason for everything you do.. and i wont blame you but myself..

though nw my saddness is covering my whole heart, but there is a special place where i kept you warm and nice.. =)

goAWAEE fromME ;